Bill Cosby Released From Prison! #MeToo & Hollywood Up In Arms!

Bill Cosby Released From Prison After Supreme Court Overturns His 2018 Conviction

 

Written by Alberta Parish

On June 30, 2021, Bill Cosby was released from prison after the Pennsylvania Supreme Court overturned his 2018 conviction of drugging and raping Andrea Constand.

On January 3, 2021, I had a dream about Bill Cosby who lived in a rundown, dilapidated apartment. I was looking for him and asked around until someone pointed me to where he lived. I entered his apartment, which seemed to be falling apart. He appeared to be his usual self. I told him that I had written a book and want to write another one. I also told him that I had an idea for a book, and the title is “Humanity Is On Trial.” Then suddenly, I changed my mind about the title, and told Cosby that I am going to change my title to the “The Dark World of Religion.” I hadn’t thought about Bill Cosby prior to this dream. Evidently, there was a message in the dream. I don’t know if Cosby was or is a religious person. But what I do know is Cosby is a rapist.

Today, in this current #MeToo climate, I can certainly understand why many women are upset and angry that Bill Cosby’s conviction has been overturned by the Pennsylvania Supreme Court. However, no one should be shocked. The laws were written by men and for men, especially men in power. Therefore, nothing shocks me about this rape culture, and spiritual wickedness at the highest echelons of society. In all these cases, the innocent and the victims are the ones who suffer the most. For the victims of Bill Cosby, they may never get the real justice they deserve, because the world is filled with wicked men and by proxy wicked women who often aid and abet sexual predators, many of whom are their husbands, boyfriends, uncles, male cousins, nephews, their father and/or grandfather.

Where does the #MeToo movement go from here since Bill Cosby’s 2018 conviction has been vacated by Supreme court judges?

Unfortunately, the entire society plays a major role in men like Bill Cosby having been able to get away with so much in his early years. Jeffrey Epstein, Harvey Weinstein, and Ghislaine Maxwell; they are all symptomatic of a much larger issue in American culture, which is a culture predicated upon violence, mayhem, mass murder, gun violence, sexual predation, child murder, child sex trafficking, and trafficking of women. Can the laws of the land change the hearts and minds of men who are sociopaths and psychopaths?

Like Bill Cosby, so many rapists are walking around on the planet. Wicked people outnumber the righteous. Really, what can the little person or the average man or woman do about the sociopaths and psychopaths?

Bill Cosby is an old man with this stigma that he must carry to his last day on the planet. I don’t know if he feels any sense of remorse and regret about anything he has done. Does he deserve redemption? I don’t know. Only he must live with himself, and deal with the consequences of what he has done.

The End

 

 

 

 

Humanity Is On Trial: Reclaiming Faith In the Historical Yeshua Also Called Jesus

 

Humanity Is On Trial

 

Reclaiming Faith In the Historical Yeshua Also Called Jesus

 

By Alberta L. Parish

 

 

  

Copyright © 2021 Alberta L. Parish

All Rights Reserved.

 

 

No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without written permission from the Author and Publisher.

 

 

Dedication

This book is dedicated to my ancestor and late mother, Celestene Lawrence, who is with me in spirit.

 

 

Contents

 

Chapter One    Reclaiming Faith In A Fallen World

Chapter Two   Losing One's Faith Does Not Happen Overnight

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter One

Reclaiming Faith In A Fallen World

In June 2021, I watched a lecture on YouTube entitled The Mighty Hebrew speaks on Yeshua with Zion Lexx. In this lecture, The Mighty Hebrew spoke on an historical Yeshua also called Jesus whom Buddhist scholars wrote about as having traveled to India when he was 13 years old and studied with the Brahmans. The Mighty Hebrew also said that Yeshua is powerful enough for us to remember him as a revolutionary and a freedom fighter in line with those that came before us. He also stated that there is so much evidence of Far East evidence of Yeshua’s existence, and there are primaries of the evidence where you can go and look at these manuscripts, and clearly look at the Buddhist teachings, and look at Yeshua, and you could tell that he had Far Eastern influences.

The Mighty Hebrew talked about the book entitled The Lost Years of Jesus written by Elizabeth Clare Prophet. He explained that the missing years of Jesus between the age of 13 and 29 was spent in India where he studied with the Brahman priests. He stated that there are actual records in Tibet also amongst the lamas. He added that you see 17 missing years of Yeshua in which he just disappears from the New Testament, from he believes the age of 12 years old or a little after 12 and then he comes back around 30, all those missing years are gone. But those so-called missing years, he lived in India. The Mighty Hebrew added, “Ancient text is revealed that Yeshua spent 17 years in the Orient. They say that from ages 13 years to 29, he was both a student and teacher. And they actually have scrolls amongst these Buddhists. They call him in their history Saint Issa.”

The Mighty Hebrew further explained that Saint Issa was part of a group called the Sudras (also Sudhra). He added that Yeshua was sent by the Essene scholarship body in Israel, northeastern Africa to study under the Noble Brahmans of the Indian subcontinent. But he was one who was a part of a group known as the Sudras, those of the lower caste who was preaching against the Brahmans. He added that ancient sources show that Yeshua spent 17 years in the East and the Indus valley. He continued saying that Buddhist historians also recorded Yeshua’s pilgrimage from Jerusalem to India.

In the book, The Lost Years of Jesus, Elizabeth Clare Prophet wrote that Issa “was joyously received by the Brahman priests who taught him to read and understand the Vedas and to teach, heal, and perform exorcisms.” The Vedas are religious texts originating in ancient India.

In 1887, according to Elizabeth Clare Prophet, a Russian journalist named Nicolas Notovitch discovered the ancient scrolls documenting the life of Saint Issa at the Himis monastery in Ladakh. According to Prophet, Nicolas Notovitch published his translation of the Buddhist legend in 1894 in his book, The Unknown Life of Jesus Christ. Prophet wrote that Buddhist scholars documented the life of Saint Issa two thousand years ago.

In The Mighty Hebrew’s lecture, he read a passage from a book written by William Bramley entitled The Gods of Eden stating, “[s]everal years ago, I happened to see an intriguing film documentary by Richard Bock called The Lost Years. This film regularly shows up on local American television stations from around Christmas and Easter. It is well worth watching. The film suggests that Yeshua would journey to Asia where he spent his teens and early adulthood studying the religious practices there. One source from which the filmmaker drew this remarkable conclusion was the Legend of Issa, a very old Buddhist document purportedly discovered in the Hindu monastery of India by Russian traveler, Nicolas Notovitch, in 1887. Notovitch published his translation of the Buddhist legend in 1890 in his book, The Unknown Life of Jesus.” The Mighty Hebrew further read, “According to the Buddhist legend, uncovered by Notovitch, a remarkable young man named Yeshua or Issa had departed for Asia at the age of 13. Yeshua studied under several religious masters of the East, did some preaching on his own, and returned to Palestine sixteen and a half years later at the age of 29. The significant parallels between the lives of Issa and Yeshua have led to the conclusion that Issa was in fact Yeshua. If true, such a journey would certainly be omitted from the bible because it contradicts the idea that Yeshua had achieved spiritual enlightenment solely by divine inspiration. If Yeshua was an Essene, and he traveled to Asia under Essene scholarship, and if the Essenes indeed followed an Aryan/noble tradition, we would expect Jesus or Yeshua to be sent to study under the Noble Brahmans of the Indian subcontinent. According to the legend of Yeshua, that is precisely what happened. In his fourteenth year…now this is in the scroll that they found; it says in his fourteenth year, young Yeshua, the blessed one, came this side of the side of Providence, west of Pakistan, and settled amongst the noble ones. Upon Yeshua’s arrival, the enlightened priests of Brahma welcomed him joyfully and taught him among other things to really understand the Vedas, and to teach and expound secret Hindu scriptures. This joyful reception quickly turned sour, however, because Yeshua insisted upon associating with the lower castes that led to friction between the young headstrong Yeshua and his Brahman hosts.”

I can certainly understand why the 17 missing years of Yeshua was omitted from the English Bible, the Four Gospels, and by proxy the New Testament due to its connotations of a revolutionary and freedom fighter who studied in India for 17 years, and was a teacher who taught the people the laws, statutes, and commandments, and also taught and expounded upon secret Hindu scriptures, associated himself with the lower caste, healed the sick, cast out demons, returned to Israel at age 29, and was later crucified by the Roman procurator, Pontius Pilate, as a seditionist and enemy of Rome.

By my research which is documented in my book entitled God Is On Trial, ancient Palestine, at the time that Yeshua/Jesus was said to have walked the earth, was rife with civil unrest and bloodshed because of Rome’s occupational army stationed in the country, Roman soldiers’ brutality against the people, heavy taxation from Caesar, the desecration of Israel and of Herod’s Temple, and also Rome’s insistence that the people in Palestine worship Caesar as god. As a result, many Judeans like Yeshua who opposed the Roman government were put to death and killed by the Romans for so-called sedition acts against Rome’s government and Caesar. In fact, in my book, I wrote “[a]t a time when Jesus allegedly walked the earth, nationalistic Jews like the Zealots and Sacarii waged revolts against Roman rulers. First Century Jews anticipated the coming of their Messiah who would be a king and there were several major messiah-like figures during this same time period.”

In my book, I also wrote that the Jesus of the Four Gospels is a non-historical figure, but could I have been mistaken and incorrect this entire time along with so many other people? Unlike some people, I am not afraid to admit when I am wrong. I am not afraid to retract any prior statements I’ve made. I will admit that I was influenced by historians and scholars claiming that the Jesus of faith (of scripture) is a non-historical figure, a successor to many sun gods in the ancient mystery religious system, and a conglomerate from various characters or messiah-like figures that existed in First Century Judea. One such messiah-like figure was known as Judas of Galilee who was the founder and leader of the Zealots that led a tax revolt against Rome when Quirinius was governor of Syria and, as a result, was crucified in 6 CE. Years later, two of Judas’ sons who were leaders of the Zealots were crucified by a Roman procurator named Tiberius Alexander, and a third son was stoned to death, according to the writings of Josephus Flavius.

I also admit that I was influenced by other points of views concerning the Christ of the Four Gospels, Christianity, Islam, and Judaism. But the ultimate decision to walk away from the faith was mine even in the midst of other influences and voices that opposed religious teachings, or Christianity, or more specifically, teachings from the bible.

Being easily manipulated and impressionable seems to be traits of mine that I could never shake no matter how many times I’ve prided myself on not allowing others to manipulate me.

Sometimes, when people cannot accept you for who you are, they seek to try and change and mold you into what they want you to be. And it is never a good idea to try and change anyone, especially when trying to get them away from a certain ideology or belief system that they’ve grown up in their entire lives, and your only purpose for doing this is for selfish reasons.

For any sort of selfish gain, ulterior motive or underlying factor, people will try and change or make and mold others into what they want them to be. In fact, most people are incapable of accepting people exactly as they are. Most people are not only intolerant of other people’s points of views, or opinions, but they’re intolerant of other people’s religious views or practices. When you find yourself always having to change another person just so you can tolerate that individual, then perhaps, that is the epitome of selfishness. Perhaps, you might need to reexamine your relationship with the person you always feel the need to make and mold, or change, or try and change to fit your ideal of a perfect person that you can tolerate. And why do you feel the need to always change another person? Why can’t you just accept a person for who he or she is? Why do you feel the need to always control others? There are no perfect individuals. If you’re looking for a perfect man or woman that you can tolerate and/or control, then you probably shouldn’t be human. You probably should not exist as a human being. Anyone who seeks to always control another person or groups of people is probably a sociopath.

Allow people space to decide on their own without your influence or coaxing whether to adhere to a supernatural force or agent outside of themselves, or whether to believe or not believe in a God of the universe, or whether to be a practicing Christian, or not be a practitioner of Christianity. I know myself I was never good at being a Christian. I knew this prior to walking away from the faith in 2019. Any choice to walk away from one’s faith should be yours and yours alone. However, there are far too many people who want to change and mold and shape people into what they want them to be and that is dangerous. Nine times of ten, you still won’t get exactly what you want out of the person you manipulated and tried to make and mold into the person you wanted him or her to be. Ultimately, people are going to be exactly what they were intended or destined to be. Not too many people can predict when they’re going to die, and the same goes for people not being able to predict the outcome of one’s life or future. While you’re busy making plans, life happens. While you’re trying to make and mold and shape people into who you want them to be, they’re going to be exactly who and what they were intended and destined to be.

Humanity Is On Trial: Reclaiming Faith In the Historical Yeshua Also Called Jesus was a project already in the making even though I didn’t know it until after watching the lecture by The Mighty Hebrew. For my follow-up book to “God Is On Trial,” I decided to publish another book entitled Humanity Is On Trial. I first mentioned this title to a friend in 2020 and, after watching the lecture by The Mighty Hebrew, I’m convinced that the title, Humanity Is On Trial, was destined. I must admit it was not until I watched The Mighty Hebrew’s lecture when I thought about my original stance on the historical Jesus and, as a result, I am reclaiming my faith in an historical Yeshua/Jesus based on empirical evidence outside of the Four Gospels of his existence in human form, as having walked the earth.

I never claimed to be the world’s foremost authority on anything. I am human. Humans make mistakes. Humans commit errors. Humans are wrong about many things. Humans don’t know everything.

Today, I don’t feel a sense of guilt for having stopped believing and practicing traditional Christianity in 2019. I do feel, perhaps, I should’ve done a lot more research and read more additional sources before forming conclusions that there was no historical Jesus/Yeshua/Yesha. I don’t feel like God is going to put me in the biblical Hell. I don’t feel like it’s too late for me. Neither do I feel that the True God has rejected me.

Recently, I was speaking with a friend about the difference between the biblical Yahweh and the One True Source (of all things in the universe). I also call the One True Source “the Source”, “the One”, “the One True God”, and “the True God”. As I’ve told many people for the past two years, I am not an atheist. I am agnostic.

When I spoke to my pastor on a phone call in January, I told her that I am agnostic. Pastor and I had a very profound conversation during which she never criticized me for leaving the church and Christianity. She never condemned me to Hell during that phone call. I expressed some thoughts to her about the COVID-19 virus and pandemic. I also told her that “maybe, I was wrong about everything.” I asked, “Could I have been wrong, Pastor?” I also said to her, “I was wrong, Pastor.” This good woman told me that it was okay, and that she knows I’m quick to listen to people and believe things and told me to hold on to Jesus. Pastor told me to hold on to Jesus even though I’d just admitted to her that I am agnostic. Ever since our phone conversation in January, I thought about that statement in which she told me to hold on to Jesus. Even though I admitted to my pastor that I am agnostic, she still did not condemn me to the biblical Hell like most Christians would have.

My decision to walk away from the church and Christianity in 2019 is just as I’d already said so many times for the past couple of years, I was depressed, having suicidal thoughts following the death of my mother in October 2017, thought God didn’t love me and care about me, and I also felt like God and the Son had forsaken me. I remember at the time that I was also dealing with financial problems, and difficulties on the job where I was experiencing workplace harassment, bullying, and discrimination from the store manager. I was really in a bad space, and I felt like God wasn’t moving quick enough in my life and wasn’t present to see about me. And from that mindset, I felt like God didn’t exist. I lost faith, and this did not happen overnight.

Chapter Two

Losing One's Faith Does Not Happen Overnight 

 

TO BE CONTINUED....

 

 

 

 

 

I Had A Dream About Church & Saw My Mom!

This is my mom in the pic.

June 23, 2021

I Had A Dream About Church & Saw My Mom!

Written by Alberta Parish

This evening, I woke up from a dream in which I was at my church. In my dream, it felt like I had returned to the church. The scene that I was in when I went to church did not feel and neither did it have the appearance that it was a scene from my past when I had gone to church as a practicing Christian. It felt like I had returned to the church in the present day. In other words, it was a new day for me at church. I know that it was NOT a day from my past when I attended church as a practicing Christian.

In my dream, there was a lot of people at church. In fact, the church pews were full, which was something I had not seen in a long time since from before I walked away from Christianity and had not attended church since May 2019. This dream also had the appearance of a weekly church service, and I had not seen the church pews that full for a weekly church service in a long time. I mean it looked like I was attending a weekly church service in my dream, but the church pews were packed. This was not a regular Sunday morning service in my dream.

I must be honest when I say this; many people had left my church for various reasons, and this was before I even stopped going to my church in May 2019. I know that the last time I had attended church was in May 2019.

A lot of people have left the church for various reasons, and I’m going to be honest when I tell you that one of those reasons is my pastor really brings people the truth about a lot of things, and she shines a bright light (showing people the truth about themselves), and sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth when it comes to certain behaviors and activities that they’re involved in be it extramarital affairs, and other things that the New Testament clearly condemns such as sexual deviance, adultery, sexual immorality, sex abuse, abuse of women, extorting people for money, fraudulent activities, stealing, robbing, and behaving in ways that are a detriment to your health, well-being, and your freedom. We live in a modern-day Sodom & Gomorrah in Atlanta, and the men of the city are just like the men of the biblical Sodom & Gomorrah. The men in Sodom were unscrupulous, criminalistic, unpredictable, sexually immoral, treacherous, deceitful, raped men, women, and children, were very arrogant, covetous, high-minded, and didn’t want to hear the biblical Lot tell them to not behave wickedly against the two men that sojourned with him and his family inside his home. The men of the city (young and old) wanted to break down Lot’s door, so they could rape the two men that sojourned in the city. This is Atlanta, Georgia.

The sexual deviance, the sociopathic tendencies, and the criminality, and the overall immorality that this rape culture pushes and propagates daily is problematic to those who practice righteousness in a world of wickedness. My reasons for walking away from Christianity and the Church had nothing to do with pastor’s condemnation toward me. She didn’t say anything to me to make me leave the church and Christianity. In May 2019, I left the church and Christianity for other reasons, and those reasons were stemming from me being depressed, missing my mom, and having suicide thoughts, and I felt like God had forsaken me. I felt like God wasn’t helping me. But now, I know the story behind the Old Testament Yahweh. I know that the Old Testament God called Yahweh, Jehovah, the Lord, the Most High (also included the name Yahawah), according to the ancient Gnostic Christians, was known as lord Archon. The Gnostic Christians said that the Archons were an ancient extraterrestrial race that were psychotic, lacked empathy, robotic in nature, and the word most associated with the Archons was deception. The Archons were also the Anunnaki. I know that the Old Testament story of the Genesis Creation and Flood myth came from the Babylonian Creation and Flood myth, which you can read about in the Enuma Elish, which means the Seven Tablets of Creation.

According to these ancient tablets, the Babylonians wrote that the Anunnaki had engineered Homo Sapiens to be a slave race…to be servants to the Anunnaki. According to the Babylonian tablets of Creation, the Anunnaki had decided to engineer homo sapiens after a rebellion against them by the Igigi whom the Anunnaki had enslaved for 3600 years. The Igigi was also an extraterrestrial species that were enslaved to the Anunnaki. According to the Gnostic Christians, lord Archon (also Yahweh) was also called the Demiurge who had destroyed mankind in a flood. According to the Genesis account, this flood is known as Noah’s flood. Also, Yahweh is the equivalent of the Babylonian deity called Enlil. The Igigi had risen in rebellion against Enlil, according to the Enuma Elish. The Igigi had surrounded Enlil’s house demanding to have the workload (also enslavement) removed from them. This is when Enlil and his half-brother Enki devised a plan to engineer Homo Sapiens to bear the workload and replace the Igigi as the new slaves to the Anunnaki.

My reasons for walking away from Christianity was I was convinced that this Old Testament deity who I’d been taught love humanity and love his people, that he really didn’t care about us humans, about me enough to come see about me. And I was calling on his Son, and I didn’t feel he cared either.

My pastor has always been consistent in her walk with Jesus, and she has always cared about her flock. I’ve never known her to take advantage of her flock. I’ve never known her to steal money from her flock, and there aren’t too many male preachers—especially the male megachurch preachers here in Atlanta that I can honestly say is like my pastor. I’ve known her to condemn wrong behavior in her church and condemn men who beat up on women. My pastor encourages men to marry instead of shacking up with their baby mama. And quite frankly, a lot of men are intimidated by women preachers like my pastor. Often church men are intimidated by this old woman who is bringing wisdom, knowledge and understanding, and they cannot compete with her.

Over the years, my pastor has gotten a lot of criticism and backlash for her teachings and condemnation of sexual immorality, adultery, and other deviant behaviors condemning those who practice them to Hell. She has also gotten a lot of backlash and criticism for her condemnation of behaviors or behavioral patterns that are unrighteous and unjust and are dangerous to us. These behaviors in which many people engage in our culture, our community and neighborhoods are dangerous to the well-being of women and children, and those that are just generally good people that don’t harm anyone.

My pastor was also in my dream, which is why I’m speaking about her. Guess who else I saw in my dream? My Mama. My mama was also in my dream. I saw her at church.

The dream started out with me entering the vestibule, which is the area where you first enter the building. I don’t recall anything else before this. I don’t recall driving there to the church. In my dream, I just entered the vestibule. There was a program taking place. A church brother had approached me, asking me to participate in the program. He told me what to say. I thought I could remember it. It was in a moment’s notice, because whoever was supposed to be in that program couldn’t make it or they could not participate for whatever reason. So, I went before the church. And I was doing a very good job. I just could not remember exactly certain things that the brotha told me to say concerning a particular product that I was supposed to talk about. However, I still did a very good job. I was able to string together my words, and sound coherent while I was talking to the church. Pastor was watching. My mother was there watching. The church pews were full of people. A lot of people had participated in that program.

As I was still standing in front of the church speaking, this is when I woke up out of my dream.

The mother is with me. This is only one of many dreams in which I’ve seen my mother since her passing in October 2017. In the dream, she was just there. I saw her, and she looked happy. I don’t recall us speaking. She just looked at me, and she was happy. My pastor looked at me. I was happy to fill in for whoever was supposed to be in that program, in that weekly church service. My mom is definitely watching out for me, and she always comes at the right time and show herself, and let me see her, and feel her presence. Her presence is around me. My mother is my ancestor, and she doesn’t work for anyone. She gives me strength whenever I see her in my dreams. I love her and I miss her. But, one day again, I will see her. And that, too, gives me strength.

 

The End